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Category Archives: Commentary
Credit
Today I feel great. I finally received credit for the work I’ve been doing at the ACLU for the past two months. Sitting down with the director, I unveiled my new website design, and she was quite impressed. Also, it seems that I’ve potentially saved the organization roughly $2000 that an outside firm wanted to charge for basically all the work I’ve done. She even hinted that should more work need to be done, she may approach me, but this time on an hourly paid basis! This is good.
As for my promise to post about the DNC, I’ll attach for your edification a picture of the protest pen by the fleet center (compliments of the ACLUM.) However, being downtown three of the four days, I must say that disruption was minimal, and the protests in general, not too overwhelming. The only group that has really made a good show is Falun Gong. They have one particularly moving exhibit on the common showing on one side peaceful individuals meditating, and on the other mock scenes of abuse, all with fake blood and brusied faces. Plus they are all wearing bright yellow shirts and handing out a ton of literature.
As for the other causes, organization seemed much more ragtag. Of course there were the few anti-abortion nuts (one lady had enlisted the help of her 8 year old sons..) but it was no big deal. I’m a tad dissapointed the protests were not more vocal. Perhaps the choppers overhead, police, military, armed guards and every other law enforcement agency put a chill on peoples’ activity. Or, perhaps people just don’t care enough to protest. Or, perhaps anarchists should not have been designated the unofficial organizers of the protests….
No job yet, but 1/2 the world has my resume – if you’ve got a job for me, let’s talk – if not, just listen.
~Matt
First Blog Rant
Just saw a funny South Park about how the whole town falls prey to the “gay chic” fad. It got me thinking about a book I read for my sociology class last semester. It’s called “All The Rage” by Suzanna Danuta Walters. It was one of the more interesting non-fiction books I have read regarding gay culture. Her thesis is pretty simple; although gay visibility has increased in the mainstream media, such visibility can not be equated with true acceptance.
The South Park touched on another theme Walters mentions regarding the acceptable gay types. Citing heavily Will and Grace, she demonstrates that most gay characters are either 1) effete and flagrant, or 2) straight wannabees. Walters is afraid that the public embrace of homosexuality is really, for most, an embrace of these very rigid stereotypes. So gays become either the exotic other, or the guy next door.
I’m at this point in my life where I am questioning how I’m going to make sense of all of this. At college I deliberately pushed peoples’ buttons at times, and was pretty flagrant. That was fun. I needed it, and Trinity certainly needed it. But on the other hand, I never wanted that to be it. All the while I felt the need to be strong in other areas, like academics and the Tripod, etc. etc… I guess for those four years I had my cake and ate it too. I could be in your face, but I could never be accused of just being that and nothing more – i.e. both the brain and the wardrobe were kickin’.
But now that college is over, and I’m attempting to be an adult, I’m thinking about how I re-channel things. I guess one of the tangible indicators that has brought this on is my dress. I have an internship downtown, and dress pretty reasonably – basically I feel like any other straight guy. I could totally get away with dressing it up at this place, but I’m hesitant to do so. Why? Because frankly I’m tired of the accusations that “minorities” get special treatment. Well, not quite accusations, but just turn to others’ blogs, and you will see that many think it even if they dare not utter it face to face. I don’t want stupid detractors to have that over me.
So is the option to become a total straight square? Well, in a way that sounds like a total capitulation to the conservative forces that be. “You should be ashamed!” they claim, and therefore I clean up my act. That’s totally unacceptable. I’m lead to the same conclusion that I’ve come to many times before. The simple truth is that if you are going to be out, you have to be better. Okay that’s really vague. What I’m saying is this: Being out is a good thing. However, because people will question the legitimacy of your accomplishments simply because you are out, those accomplishments must be genuine and better than most others’. This way you win on all fronts, you get to be out (cake,) and you can put the “special rights” people in their place (eating it.)
Some may find it unfortunate that in order to just be, and to be taken as seriously as the next guy, they have to be better than the next guy. Perhaps it is. But then again, being out is both privilege and responsibility. People hate me for saying this because it pits me against things such as affirmative action. Perhaps I’m not sensitive enough, and I’d like to be. But I’ve had a class taught by a black judge who got his position in no small part thanks to AA; the chip on his shoulder was evident in everything. It is kind of sad to see individuals in positions of such great honor forced to prove themselves to people half their age. With black people, the sad truth is that one can’t hide one’s skin color, and for at least our lifetimes, it is going to mean something to a lot of people – a lot of cultured, educated and powerful people. So blacks have to work harder to truly be perceived as equal.
Perhaps instead of being a point of divisiveness between the black and gay communities, this idea can be a bridge. We should consider ourselves so lucky that we have the choice of whether or not to take on this struggle. I personally say do it, perhaps because I’ve always been an overachiever. But there are others who won’t wish the burden or the skepticism, and will remain in the closet (or at least for the most part.) Black people can’t decide not to be black.
I think a more realistic approach to sexuality would be to say the following to kids around high school: “Some people are straight, some are gay. If you are gay, you now are lucky to live in a country where you will, for the most part, not face blatant discrimination based on your sexual orientation by authorities. However, no matter how many legal victories are won, the court of public opinion is still out deliberating. This means that while some people will wholeheartedly embrace you, others will not accept you. There is, though, another category of people who will publicly embrace you but privately comfort themselves by believing that anything you have accomplished is due, in some significant part, to your self-identified status as a minority. To these individuals, rightly or not, a self-professed minority status is seen to equate with victim hood. Thus viewed as a victim, they will see your accomplishments as thanks to scraps of good will or pity bestowed upon you. These people, not the blatant homophobes, will be the most difficult ones for you to deal with. You can chose not to address these concerns, but if you are sensitive to how others perceive you, you will have to. Although you may not feel that it is just, in order to do so, you must be doubly sincere and hard working in all that you do. We have created a culture in which self-professed minorities have to prove themselves above and beyond their individual abilities. This is not always easy, but is the route to openness and equality.”
Okay, I’m starting to repeat myself – so what do you guys think on this one… I know I’ve covered a lot of ground, but if you don’t know by know, that how I think, outwardly and expansively rather than inwardly. Simplify! Banks! Can’t trust em!
MBTA Madness
I guess that anyone who has lived in Boston for a substantial period of time knows just how competent and well run our public transportations agency is. About a month ago, they started a new campaign that, supposedly, will increase security throughout the system. At first, the policy consisted of random ID checks. The idea was that MBTA police would question people behaving suspiciously; if you refused to show your ID, it was understood that you were waiving your right to ride the T. But, recent revisions to this policy now mean that not only will be people asked for ID, but their bags will be searched. The method of this, as advertised, is by bomb sniffing equipment or dogs, and, at last resort, physical rummaging.
As if this policy alone was not enough, during the DNC (when most highways will be closed and people forced to take public transportation,) the T is prohibiting any bags on the system. So lawyers can not bring their briefcases and people can’t go shopping. This is absurd. Frankly, it seems like th hassles of the DNC are going to outweigh its benefits. Bostonians are basically being asked to put their lives on hold for a week because of this event. Frankly, I think that people are already disillusioned with politics, and the democratic party at that. This ain’t gonna help. It is unfortunate that the democratic party is succumbing to the same fears so often propigated by our republican friends. I think people are not realizing that absolute freedom and secutiry can not both be had. We try to protect our freedoms by increasing security, but really have the effect of undermining that which we are trying to save.
I’ve always liked the T, I don’t know why. Maybe because, even though it is run by idiots, there is something cool about it. For a small city, it is pretty expansive, and the green line is the oldest subway in the country. It’s a point of pride. But now with these new baggage searches, which are being indirectly sanctioned by the deomcratic party, I’m scared it will become a point of shame. T officials say how they are proud that this is the first program of its kind in the country… I’m scared. If we are to be constantly screened and checked everywhere public we go, what little bit of civic pride and notions of responsibility left will soon degrade. If we live in fear of our neighbor, the guy on the train next to us, the stranger on the street, we foreclose the processes of learning, growth and acceptance. This is not the country I wish to be a part of.
So next time you see a poster on a T train or bus which attempts to scare you, ask yourself if fear will really make us stronger or whether it will signify victory for those intent on destroying our great experiment.